IM GOING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes im going home, cant wait to see my parents, my gf and pick up my sis from the airport on the 22nd of this month, yes im going home....
Hokkien Mee, char koay teow, nasi kandar, aarrggghhh there are too many things i wanna eat back in penang...too many things already.....FOODDDDD....
Penang here I come!!!
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Saturday, December 15, 2007
An Ode to a Friend...
People wander in their lives,
Not knowing what to do and when to do it,
Some become strong souls, some falters,
Some grow in confidence; others get swept away by tides…
Tides of sorrow and pain,
Languishing in the inner depths of their empty hearts.
Now, as I lay gay…in full view of parodies,
Parodies of life…parodies of love and the most of all,
The parody of the ironies that has befallen me…
Hah!! I laughed out loud, seemingly happy…
Yet it’s superficial, being nonchalant without a cause…
It’s like a ship without its oar…
Now, my friend…I have been swept into this game,
This game of life, where I can watch but not say…
Speak of things that are oblivious to other but not to thee,
Well it’s true that, life is cruel…or it is?
Paradoxes and oxymoron rain my depleted cranium,
Searching for answers beyond my grasp, my bearing…
Pathetic as it may be,
A penguin is incomparable to the mighty eagle…
Yet they have their importance in their lives,
One swims, the other soars,
Yet they are of the same brethren…
But why view them differently?
Labyrinths will be broken in time,
Euphoria will burn in time,
Ecstasy will end in tragedy,
Juggernauts and heroes fall…
Of heroism and foolishness,
Mingling in one’s mind,
Adversities, I shall face with you…before I go,
Your friend…thee : )
Not knowing what to do and when to do it,
Some become strong souls, some falters,
Some grow in confidence; others get swept away by tides…
Tides of sorrow and pain,
Languishing in the inner depths of their empty hearts.
Now, as I lay gay…in full view of parodies,
Parodies of life…parodies of love and the most of all,
The parody of the ironies that has befallen me…
Hah!! I laughed out loud, seemingly happy…
Yet it’s superficial, being nonchalant without a cause…
It’s like a ship without its oar…
Now, my friend…I have been swept into this game,
This game of life, where I can watch but not say…
Speak of things that are oblivious to other but not to thee,
Well it’s true that, life is cruel…or it is?
Paradoxes and oxymoron rain my depleted cranium,
Searching for answers beyond my grasp, my bearing…
Pathetic as it may be,
A penguin is incomparable to the mighty eagle…
Yet they have their importance in their lives,
One swims, the other soars,
Yet they are of the same brethren…
But why view them differently?
Labyrinths will be broken in time,
Euphoria will burn in time,
Ecstasy will end in tragedy,
Juggernauts and heroes fall…
Of heroism and foolishness,
Mingling in one’s mind,
Adversities, I shall face with you…before I go,
Your friend…thee : )
Omnipotent
If you were omnipotent for a day, what would you wish for?
Would it be a new car, a new high paying job, maybe larger boobs, healthy sex drive?
Well for me, it would just be that my quality of life improves, how so?
1. Family's health i.e Dad, Mom and Sis improves
2. My frustrating financial life would take a turn upwards
3. My friends living their dreams out and taking me out for a meal to celebrate
4. Last but not the least, that my gf's live improves...how so she wishes,haha
I just found out that a friend of mine has lost his dad..My condolences to him..WY, take care and be strong...
Which brings me back to the topic for today..If you were omnipotent for a day, would you wish for longevity?would you wish for a better life?
I would...But essentially, I have no regrets with the current status quo, in fact i'm thankful to a certain extent..But hey, life's has its ups and downs..So dont worry, if you're down; the only way left for someone to go is up..
Life always deals us a harsh hand but it boils down to the fact whether you can take it chin up or run away like a chicken..I choose the former, I'm surviving..and I'll strive to succeed in life regardless of the obstacle put in front of me...
Back to WY, dude..life live with no regrets, i bet you that your dad was an awesome guy for bringing up a guy like you into your life..again, my condolences to you and take care
Who needs to be omnipotent?
I certainly dont
Would it be a new car, a new high paying job, maybe larger boobs, healthy sex drive?
Well for me, it would just be that my quality of life improves, how so?
1. Family's health i.e Dad, Mom and Sis improves
2. My frustrating financial life would take a turn upwards
3. My friends living their dreams out and taking me out for a meal to celebrate
4. Last but not the least, that my gf's live improves...how so she wishes,haha
I just found out that a friend of mine has lost his dad..My condolences to him..WY, take care and be strong...
Which brings me back to the topic for today..If you were omnipotent for a day, would you wish for longevity?would you wish for a better life?
I would...But essentially, I have no regrets with the current status quo, in fact i'm thankful to a certain extent..But hey, life's has its ups and downs..So dont worry, if you're down; the only way left for someone to go is up..
Life always deals us a harsh hand but it boils down to the fact whether you can take it chin up or run away like a chicken..I choose the former, I'm surviving..and I'll strive to succeed in life regardless of the obstacle put in front of me...
Back to WY, dude..life live with no regrets, i bet you that your dad was an awesome guy for bringing up a guy like you into your life..again, my condolences to you and take care
Who needs to be omnipotent?
I certainly dont
Friday, December 14, 2007
Round and Round I Go
Life's funny...
Lets face it, the only thing that is certain is change...everything is uncertain, well thats what happened in this past few weeks..
1. My lab work for thesis was going oh so well, then someone threw a spanner into my works...NO RESULTS, after busting my ass for an entire day in the lab
2. The DNA might have degraded or I have mistakenly prepared extra primers for the master mix..sorry guys if you cant comprehend that..basically, I screwed up
3. Dad and mom has been trying to get 1 over me..they want me back pronto,but I cant..leaving on the 18th though..9am bus in pudu
4. Dad was trying to pull a GI joe on me, he went to the bathroom in the hospital by himself..and FELL..who does he call?? ME!!!..who is 456km away from him, wow...either he misses me like crazy or he thinks i'm super man..sheesh
5. My gf has been sending me msgs, oh I miss you, oh do you miss me, oh do you love me..frankly, im scared..she's at times seem very clingy and some times extremely hard headed and independent, in a good way..
6. My roommate is acting up again, doesn't want to go home and he cant decide why he wants to go home?? GO HELP YOUR FAMILY MOVE..dude, you're the eldest son for crying out loud..
Played tennis with an old friend earlier. Sincerely enjoyed it although he was a pure noob, I really enjoyed it..Touche'. Going breakfast with him tommorow, man I got a meeting at 9pm
So gotta go..
Lets face it, the only thing that is certain is change...everything is uncertain, well thats what happened in this past few weeks..
1. My lab work for thesis was going oh so well, then someone threw a spanner into my works...NO RESULTS, after busting my ass for an entire day in the lab
2. The DNA might have degraded or I have mistakenly prepared extra primers for the master mix..sorry guys if you cant comprehend that..basically, I screwed up
3. Dad and mom has been trying to get 1 over me..they want me back pronto,but I cant..leaving on the 18th though..9am bus in pudu
4. Dad was trying to pull a GI joe on me, he went to the bathroom in the hospital by himself..and FELL..who does he call?? ME!!!..who is 456km away from him, wow...either he misses me like crazy or he thinks i'm super man..sheesh
5. My gf has been sending me msgs, oh I miss you, oh do you miss me, oh do you love me..frankly, im scared..she's at times seem very clingy and some times extremely hard headed and independent, in a good way..
6. My roommate is acting up again, doesn't want to go home and he cant decide why he wants to go home?? GO HELP YOUR FAMILY MOVE..dude, you're the eldest son for crying out loud..
Played tennis with an old friend earlier. Sincerely enjoyed it although he was a pure noob, I really enjoyed it..Touche'. Going breakfast with him tommorow, man I got a meeting at 9pm
So gotta go..
sanctity of life
perhaps ive been away from home for far too long..my dad refuses to do his therapy..my mom and sis gave me a piece of their mind..and i..i cried for the first time after a very long time...
what is life..what is the meaning of life..is it being with someone you love..but if you cant be with them physically. does it mean you dont love them?
my hands are tied..sad to a certain extent..my hands are tied..whatever the reasons i cant go home..hah..Daughtry's Home is playing at the background as Im typing this..feeling useless as a son who cant help his dad..a son who cant ease the burden of my mom..a bf who cant show love to a gf...a brother who seems so distant from the sister..
my heart strings are burnt..maybe i smoke too much..cutting down alot already..my lab work is a mess..i need to do it at night from 5 pm not in the day..sad, but what to do..survival of the fittest
the loneliness of staying in a room in a hostel where there are just so little people..the laughter has disappeared form me, the joy is lacking in me..all i have now is misery and emptiness...
what is the sanctity of life then?
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