Monday, March 24, 2008

Fallacy of Men

Hmm, men are hypocrites to a certain extent. On the topic that was brought up by Raja Petra on the Ugly Malaysian, i see some truths in it. When it comes to election we identify ourselves as Malaysian..once the elections are over, we'll the ugly side of Malaysians come out...Racism..Will this ever end? Will we see a woman and non-Muslim Prime Minister? We'll have to wait...how long i don't know.

Hypocrites...well you'll either one or you're not. But chances are most people are. I myself have been a hypocrite on several levels...

1. Didn't stop smoking and telling my love ones I will stop
2. Procrastinating on my thesis..and blaming others and not myself
3. Promise to go on a diet and didn't..

Well i sincerely hope that I change..honestly i despise hypocrites yet I'm becoming one..its just kinda sad.

But hey, things are looking up. I will be getting the fellow position in my college and my RA job looks most likely to happen now.Hmm, everything is going well at the moment..I just can pray that it goes well until I graduate..

God, show me the way...

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

New Challenges

Life has been kind to me in the recent week, ive gotten verbal approval for my RA position under my current thesis supervisor, patched up my relationship and hopefully its stronger now and will be driving in campus from April onwards..Yeah, so life has been kind to me yet again.

The challenges that i will face are daunting, im finally moving into a career albeit slowly. Maintaining a Long Distance Relationship will be much harder now, and completing my thesis which has been anything but satisfactory...

Thank god, i still have responsive friends who reacts accordingly when I need help. Thank you for being in my life, and I will always be grateful.

Debating has stalled a bit but Im involved in my college dinner, so far the marketing department that is under my supervision has done a great job and so a great burden has been lifted from my shoulders..Hopefully I can become a college fellow next semester in order to obtain free accommodation as I continue my MSc.

I miss penang, my parents and my gf but there is nothing in my power to be back home for a long a period of time. Needless to say, there has been nagging and I've gotten used to it after all this years...

I've shaved my head bald again in hopes to start afresh on things that are in my life...Life changing moments dont come that often and I sincerely pray to God that he gives me the strength to move on and come out on top...

Men react differently when they are in the eye of the storm, some are dumb with fear, others panic but some soar like eagles above the storm riding the wind..Hopefully I can be an eagle.. =)