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Haih, going back to penang...finally, for good?Who knows..will pick my fights properly now. Life is full of possibilities and I will have to grab them as they come along..Till then. I will be on a hiatus as there are no internet connections in my humble abode in penang..

Fallen Angel

Life, has taken a turn for the worse for me. Got ditched last minute for my RA job, thesis just finally completed after a long delay which wasnt my fault, binding it cost 73.90, and alas, my car radiator leaked....WHY am I punished on all fronts? WHY?

the bigger you are, the harder you fall

All my good work for the past year has been unraveled by my friend in a week. My marketing team managed to get 10K for the stupid college dinner. It was a great achievement considering the fact that for all the previous years, they got less than 1K...so what did that idiot do, well..he came up with a fake budget..and after a lot of scrutinizing by the college administration, we we're short of 7K, either that idiot telan the money or some hanky panky is going on...Haih, sad..and he spent 1.2 K on a stupid black coloured steps with lights..which was so small that it was negligible. haih, pathetic, and the college principal thinks i had a part in it..and is reconsidering my fellowship.. Crap, really crap...

And then, im currently officially broke. I've left only 2 ringgit to survive; hmmm let me see.. 2 weeks... stupid air cond gas and my stupid smoking habit....haih...I'm just plain sad.

I really need help financially, if anyone can contribute, please call me... thanks, or leave a msg..I'll try to stop smoking..I will.

Hmm, if pigs can fly

Haih, when u need to settle for a nett of 500 instead of 1200. You know that things will take a turn for the bad. But what intrigues me is the fact that i need to pay for lots of stuff nowadays. My petrol cost me on average 45 per week. My cigarettes; yes i still smoke cos around 6 per day.. Food has been on average 500 bucks per month. My handphone bills are costing aroung 80 per month. So basically im set back, well RM 950 per month. and getting 500 a month wont be able to help me out.

Plus its exam season which equates to more supper, more cigarettes and more petrol. I'm actually swamped now with keeping my finances in check that i've lost the drive and the mood to study at all. I've been watching season 1 to season 10 of friends at least 3 times already...and i haven't started studying on the paper for this coming monday. sad huh.

Hmm, trying very hard to patch things up with my gf, who by the way. came all the way to UKM to meet me on the 29th. I didnt do much to impress her, but i did in a certain way, hahaha.

My dad is scheduled for surgery again on the 12th of may..and im worried like hell that his heart will not be able to take it. I worry about my mom who has to do everything in the house because of dad's sickness..Mom, I love you, happy mother's day. Dad stay healthy for your sake.

So thats about it, im sick and need to correct my thesis as soon as possible..Or ya, and binding the copies will set me back another 90..If only a pig like me could fly..